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Thursday, February 17, 2005
HandWritten on; 9:56 PM
watching the 9 o'clock show on channel 8. i am so pissed with that sick old meiman. she is so damn bitchy. argh i can't stand her. yuck. to think she and raymond going to be together. so not fit. he's great she sucks.
well that's the serial. the next episode she's going to spread the rumour that he's gay or something. i watched the advertisement but of course i am not sure. i HATE MEIMAN.
i went for the cheer tryouts yesterday and today. cool i liked it. the thing is sichen is like the cheer captains and i am so afraid of her. she's really scary. and she kept looking at me i am so embarrassed. other than that, its really fun. but its very hard. the actions are so bouncy and hard to catch i totally don't remember and what's more i have no time to practise at home. i am going to die on the auditions day. and what's more sichen will be watching. ahhhhh!!!! i will like go back with no face.
have to practise cheer. i like the dance actions. as in it looks nice when you do it fast and with rhythm and you do it perfectly with a whole grp of people the whole thing looks real nice.
i hope to make it past the auditions!!! o i just found out weilin wanted to join cheer too. she wanted to join last year but i dunoe why she didn't join in the end.too bad we're not in the same house.
can't talk much now. gotta practise cheer steps! bb(:
Monday, February 14, 2005
HandWritten on; 9:17 PM
like whatever
i am so sick and tired of hearing her. everyday she goes like " teachers you have 3 minutes to take attendance". when can she stop that? its like she's ruling the school. i rather ms choo say her speech. like duh... everybody knows mrs goh's like so extra.
there's band tomorrow. hopefully beigua will not turn up. she went malaysia like few days ago. so sickening. well i'm not giving her anything for valentines. i doubt she'll give me, or the section anything. if she's giving me anything, and expects me to give her somthing i'll... ask her to shut up and go away??? that's very very VERY mean. not thinking about it. okay maybe i just smile a wide one and say thank you.
anyway today was valentines day. so fun! i was giving out sweets, goodies and prezzies. so fun. i gave out all my sweets! and everybody gave me sweets i ate all!!!! oh my gosh i have grown so much fatter. one whole big bag of sweets, ranging from yupi sweet to weathers original and chocolates, ranging from kitkat to toblerone. i got a ccute toy from jaslin!! candles from a few people and a lovely notebook from priscilla and a romantic card from giddy! thankssee sweeties! muacks!
i gave sweets to almost everyone. and i gave prezzies to like my section mates, my good friends. oh tomorrow is giddy's birthday. so i gave her 2 gifts, one for birthday one for valentines. HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCED! tomorrow then i wish her a real "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"(:
man. tomorrow ms sia is coming. dun wanna see her.
anyway, happy VALENTINE'S day peeps!
Friday, February 11, 2005
HandWritten on; 9:34 PM
wellee
today was a great day i liked the movie about puyi during the common test period. that movie , although there were some obseen parts (the breastfeeding scenes) i felt that it was very touching. i really liked the parts when the emperor was still a really really young boy, around 3 of age.
other than the stupid movie. ermz there is filming for drills. i hate it okay. as in not really the drilling but the hot weather, extremely hot and stuffy. and wat's mroe we were wearing like, shirt, all buttoned up and a blazer it was like super burning. i forgot to bring me hair tie and collar tie at least we didn't need the hair tie so i got a red tie there was no blue but anyway i supposed it made no difference. shoes some people didn't have shoes. had to borrow and some people didn't need to do drills. lucky. and that beigua didn't come . she purposely don't come when its hot and stuffy but cold with air con like the SCh there she wants to go. hmph. man i hope she doesn't come on tuesday. argh.
very embarrassed when i tried to help syarah tie her collar tie it was like super duper hard to tie cos it was 2 collar ribbons then like hept tubbling around then sichen was behind asking me to hurry up. so embarassing.
ended rather early. went home myself. you know what? i have grown fatter. i sort of saw my reflection in the mrt window my thighs and calfs its like twice the size as before. must lose weight!!! please support me and not say i am thin enough, cos i am SO not i weighed my self i gained like 2 kg in 2 wks ever since jaslin brought sweets to class and let me eat. and its not like just 1 sweet its like 6 to 7 sweets! must discipline myself :)
last episode of the 9 o'clock show. so sweet that show i lurve chan hanwei! he's so girl. but he's quite good lah. so cute!!! XD
okay going to sleep so damn late and tomorrow buy that $70 roxy bag with my angbao money i always wanted to buy but couldn't save enough cos every weekend will spend all my week's savings. ahaa. finally can buy.
okay gotta go now. good night(:
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
HandWritten on; 1:51 PM
Yesterday was a very bad day. You wanna know why? It was really bad. I was super excited about the SCH rehearsal so I kept talking to simin about it and shueli and bixiu told us not to talk. I tell you I was super excited. I was like dying to go there. Even in class I told jaslin about the SCH rehearsal. In the end? I was disappointed at what happened.
That stupid taxi driver made me almost late. Bcos I was suppose to be in school by 5 for pizza so I took a taxi from Vivian’s house. And that driver doesn’t know where ang mo Kio Street 13 is. I wasn’t familiar with the route either. So I stare at him and he stare and the window. Then Vivian came in and told him what ang mo kio ave 3. There I knew the way cos it was the 76 bus route. So I kept telling him where to go lah. Giving directions. In the end I made it in time (punctually at 5).
I didn’t get to eat pizza cos I was full. Then I rush for nothing. Anyway so we bratoe, tuned and then went up the bus. Beigua wasn’t suppose to have any partner but nat sun so nice!!! Go sit wif that beigua. Why must nat sun be so nice??
When we finally reached SCH, (which was like a century later) we were amazed by its grandness and dazzling lights. It was very cold in there. I tell u it was so cool lor. Xinhui sat for her grade 8 theory exam there. (she said she failed) but anyway I loved that place lor. We tune, and soon after ms sia came. She asked us to tune and then she kept looking at me saying “flutes are out of tune”. Don’t know whether it was me hu was out of tune cos I was too cold. But anyway we then went in.
Everything was working out well until mr ong suddenly mentioned that the band is too big so some people don’t play. So I, Abigail and simin just sat there staring at our scores. After that ms sia told us to get down to the seats as we don’t need to play. Then some sec 2 squad members are tearing cos ms sia wasn’t fair. In fact she was super biased okay. She told huiwei to stay up there cos horns don’t know what lahs. And the percussions get to stay up there as well. She also told the saxophones to go back up. And she told leonie to go back up to play with the main band as well. She let others go up why not let all? Isn’t that bias?
Later she sent the whole band for a break, saying she wanted to meet the sec 2s . then when we go look for her she say what “ don’t want o hear them” and mr cher said it was a joke. The others were like so upset and angry. i was really disappointed.
Some of us went to the toilet to cool down. We stayed there and talked abt how ms sia was being very unfair. We worked so hard. Yet she did this. And I have to agree too. I practice almost everyday hoping to get my running notes right. I put in a lot of effort but nobody sees it. Ms sia nvr liked me since last year when I was a weaker than expected and the I couldn’t get my b flat in tune. So she hates me.
Its so not fair the beigua gets to be up there when I and simin were longer in band, and put in a lot more effort in trying to play this piece. I don’t think I should even practice hard. Cos I’m pretty sure even I made it through the auditions, I won’t be able to represent the school.
Happy Chinese new year.
HandWritten on; 1:24 PM
yesterday was a terrible day. it was actually very exciting at the start of the day cos we were so excited about going to SCH. i was like dying to go there. so i kept talking to simin abt it and bixiu and shueli ask me not to talk. and during class i told jaslin abt it too. i was so excited. to go SCH and to go vivian's house cos b4 going to SCH thing (its at 6) i am going to go to vivian's house.
school finally ended and i went to vivian's house and we had loads of fun. thank goodness this time i don't have to all those gross vegetables cos vivian told her maid not to cook vege for me and jaslin.
as i was suppose to be in school by 5 for the pizza dinner, i was VERY late to leave her house by 4.50. so i took a taxi and this stupid taxi driver didn't know where was ang mokio street 13. i told him st. nicholas he also said he don't know. so i stared at him too cos i also don't know that area. then vivian told me tell him go by ave 3 and from there i know that area cos its the 76 route. and he is so blur keep asking me for directions. ah. hope i don't meet more taxidrivers like tat.
at least i reached there in time (punctually 5) and the fee was $1 more than the normal fee cos he was so slow and he went weird routes. anyway, i didn't feel like eating so i shouldn't have taken the taxi at all cos i didn't touch a single pizza. but i did drink simin's coke.
we bratoe then set up our intruments and then we left for the forum where weilin started to talk abt ... erm something sick. that's not important. then we went up the bus. weilin partner felicia, tracey with huiqing, xinhui and peizhen and me and simin. aha, you think beigua has no partner??? natalie sun is super nice and she go sit with beigua. why must she be so nice?? i so wished the beigua was alone.
when we finally reached SCH which was like a century later, we were amazed by it grandness. xinhui came here b4 to take her grade 8 theory exam. cool? yes. very cool in fact. then ms sia came shortly we went up, tuned, (ms sia keeps looking at me and says the flutes are out of tune) and then it. everything went smoothly actually until somewhere in the middle around 8 pm mr ong suddenly metioned that the band was too big, then say what must get some people out to make the band balanced. so i, abigail and simin were just sitting there staring at the score listening to the band play. i was darn embarrass i tell you. it sucks. then after the game ms sia ask us all the sec 2s to go down to watch our seniors play. the teachers say what must judge them, but in our hearts we knew that we were just not good enough for her. some of us strated tearing because she basically just wasn't fair. We worked so hard but she just didn't see how much effort we put in. in fact i think so too. i practise daily trying to get my running notes right but in vain. she is so biased. the percussions get to stay with the main band playing. so did the horns. she told the saxphones to go back up and ask leonie back into the band. if that's not bias what is it??
when she sent the band for a break she said she wanted to see us. however when we went to look for her she told mr cher "i don't want to hear them". piercing words. its like she doesn't even treat as human beings lah. so mr cher told us it was just a joke. and denise and andrea took it so seriously so when they heard that it was a joke i knew they couldn't take it. i felt like breaking down too. but i had to just hold back tears. i couldn' cry bcos of ms sia. but the others did.
if only she knew what was going on. every practise we come and stay till 6.30pm we practise at home. and we don't deserve what we yearn for? and anyway we came to SCH feeling so excited and then when we reached we just sit and listen to our seniors and some of our squad mates play. we should just be well off at home doing more meaningful stuff.. and what's more i and simin put in more effort and we were longer in band than that beigua yet she just come get to play first flute. she just came in she can go into syf. fair ?
but i am very touched with my seniors they were so nice to me and simin. i was so grateful that at least they were behind us if others are not. and that beigua just sitting down there watching us depressed and there laughing evily at herself (i guess) knowing that she could beat us in just one month.
happy chinese new year?
ms sia ms sia. close to chinese new year do such things to us. tsk.
Thursday, February 03, 2005
HandWritten on; 10:36 PM
can't wait for monday!!! can't wait so can't wait!! wanna go for the first rehearsal in SCH!! really am exctied about i feel like bursting.
anyway on that day it will be very occupied you know. but heck lah. don't do homework then don't do lor.
oh man. have 6 assignments to complete by the end of chinese new year!! haven't started yet!
-history
-literature
-geography
-music
-maths
-chinese
ahhhh!! wanna scream to earth.
gotta get back to work.
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
HandWritten on; 3:51 PM
heyys!!!!!! today was so fun i must say.
anyway to keep you updated... they're holding auditions for syf in march!!! ahh! must work hard and jiayou and then make it to syf to represent the school to beat that sicko new girl. argh.
I HOPE I MAKE IT THROUGH! :)
i am so in deep trouble because i haven't started doing my history assignment because i searched on qinhshihuang, who is not modern!
gtg go search! bb!
