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Enid loves God, she is wild, a big glutton and slacker, loves bubbletea, music and performing arts :]

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Daughtry Life After You
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Saturday, December 29, 2007
HandWritten on; 4:13 PM

This is getting atrocious, you are unreasonable, absurd, irrational and ridiculous.


You need to open your eyes to the 21st century.
You need to have faith in me and my friends.
You need to stop thinking of yourself and stop being over paranoid.


You make me sick. I know that's crude, but it's true.




Last years wishes are this year's apologies
Every last time I come home
I take my last chance, to burn a bridge or two
I only keep myself this sick in the head
Cause I know how the words get you




Time really flies doesn't it. And I dare say, this holiday was by far the best holiday ever experienced. Fruitful & vehement. What can I say ? I've done things I've never done before, like dressing up for Prom. I've experienced the sacrament of Confirmation and have been anointed in His name. I've been enriched with wonderful memories at Children's Drama Camp and the Combined Drama Camp, which was the ULTIMATE. I have been to the Black Box for the first time. I know a little more about the working world after working at Gatecrash for about a month or so.

Yet I feel that the camaraderie forged is of the most paramount significance. I've met many new people and made new friends. Acquitances are no longer just passing friends. Friendship have been strengthened and renewed. Johnians have grown so close, so have Parables. Getting the opportunity to work with TOG was extraordinary, I am so glad I met them.

And knowing you was the change in my life.



We're the new face of failure
Prettier and younger but not any better off
Bulletproof loneliness
At best






Midnight mass on Christmas was great, and Christmas day itself was awesome.


Midnight mass

Claire's party :)


And here are the Taboo videos ! I only have a few people's video, most of which are landscape videos and I do not know how to rotate it. haha













And I welcome back the lovelies who went on their mission trip and spent Christmas in The Phillippines :) I am so glad they had a wonderful trip.


One thing that scares me the most is that when school starts next year, everything may be lost.
But I must continue to have faith.
I WILL GO OUT NEXT YEAR WITH ALL MY FRIENDS, SET ALREADY :D

3 more days to a new year, let's brace ourselves for 2008 !




The best way to make it through
with hearts and wrists intact
Is to realize two out of three ain't bad



Monday, December 24, 2007
HandWritten on; 8:22 PM

Alright, we have a plan. An extremely abstruse and complicated plan to change NERD to HEARD :D

Headed down to MadJack for lunch with Chermms, Julia, Liyin and Jasape last friday. These are the people I'll be spending one month with at nj :)

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As we approach Christmas, we remember the significance of this celebration. On this day, a Saviour was sent to us to free us from our sins. He went through every possible travails because of His great love for us. He withstood all ignominy for us. His love for us is CRAZY.

Similarly, I hope to spread His love to every single person who walks on earth this Christmas. Have a blessed Christmas, from the bottom of my heart !




And this christmas will be a very special christmas for me
We'll be together to make this christmas right
Yes, we will.









Sunday, December 23, 2007
HandWritten on; 12:57 AM






It is interesting to know more about the 4 different biosafety levels, for somebody who doesn't take biology, I think its fascinating.

I miss combined camp alot, I really wish I had greatly treasured the times we spent together. I want the camp back, I want another camp ! I feel extremely blessed to be given the opportunity to spend 5 days in the camp, albeit short, but they were extravagantly meaningful. LIKE I MEAN ?!


You are the light that is leading me to the place where I find peace again


Find me here and speak to me I want to feel you I need to hear you


You are the strength that keeps me walking you are the hope that keeps me trusting


National Treasure was great, I wouldn't regret watching it :) Myths, Urban Legends, facts, codes, adventure. I love outings with Parables TOG & WOW ! Without being under the watchful eye of some people. I look forward to I Am Legend :D


And how can I
Stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me
How could it be
Any better than this








Monday, December 17, 2007
HandWritten on; 6:52 PM

I will never regret going for the camp. This camp was more than just having fun and learning more knowledge. This camp also helped me to discover what I want, what I love and what are my motivations. The sessions helped us explore our talents, our passion and our potential.

Most importantly, this camp allowed me time with people I so very much want to spent moments with. Parables. TOG. WOW. God.

I was also allowed to perform in a way I've never done before. (Girlfriend ?!) We have to do random impromptu acts during the day, impromptu speeches and preaching about our faith.

We are a Catholic community, so we gather in His name. This fellowship is His, and everything we do is for His glory. For what are we without His guidance, His inspirations, His grace and His love ?





I am rather interested in the show Lord of the Flies ! I remember reading up till chapter 6 then I stopped and changed to To Kill a Mocking Bird, so until now I haven't finished the book. hahaha.

So here's a little excerpt of the book to entice you to catch the play !

In the darkness of early morning there were noises by a rock a little way down the side of the mountain. Two boys rolled out of a pile of brushwood and dead leaves, two dim shadows talking sleepily to each other. They were the twins, on duty at the fire. In theory one should have been asleep and one on watch, but they could never manage to do things sensibly if that meant acting independently, and since staying awake all night was impossible, they had both gone to sleep. Now they approached the darker smudge that had been the signal fire, yawning, rubbing their eyes, treading with practised feet. When they reached it they stopped yawning, and one ran quickly back for brushwood and leaves.

The other knelt down.

"I believe it's out."

He fiddled with the sticks that were pushed into his hands.

"No."

He lay down and put his lips close to the smudge and blew softly. His face appeared, lit redly. He stopped blowing for a moment.

"Sam - give us -"

"- tinder wood."

Eric bent down and blew softly again till the patch was bright. Sam poked the piece of tinder wood into the hot spot, then a branch. The glow increased and the branch took fire. Sam piled on more branches.

"Let's warm up."

"We'll only have to fetch more wood."

"I'm cold."

"So'm I."

"Besides, it's -"

" - dark. All right, then."

Eric squatted back and watched Sam make up the fire. He built a little tent of dead wood and the fire was safely alight.

"That was near."

"He'd have been -"

"Waxy"

"Huh."

For a few moments the twins watched the fire in silence. The Eric sniggered.

"Wasn't he waxy ?"

"About the -"

"Fire and the pig. "

"Lucky he went for Jack, 'stead of us."

"Huh. Remember old Waxy at school ?"

" 'Boy - you-are-driving-me-slowly-insane !' "

The twins shared their identical laughter, then remembered the darkness and other things and glanced around uneasily. The flames, busy about the tent, drew their eyes back again. Eric watched the scurrying wood-lice that were frantically unable to avoid the flames, and thought of the first fire - just down there, on the steeper side of the mountains, where now was complete darkness. He did not like to remember it, and looked away at the mountain-top.

Warmth radiated now, and beat pleasantly on them. Sam amused himself by fitting branches into the fire as closely as possible. Eric spread out his hands, searching for the distance at which heat was just bearable. Idly looking beyond the fire, he resettled the scattered rocks from their flat shadows into daylight contours. Just there was the big rock, and the three stones there, that split rock, and there beyond, was a gap - just there -


"Sam."

"Huh ?"

"Nothing."

The flames were mastering the branches, the bark was curling and falling away, the wood exploding. The tent fell inwards and flung a wide circle of light over the mountain-top.

"Sam -"

"Huh?"

"Sam ! Sam!"

Sam looked at Eric irirtably. The intensity of Eric's gaze made the direction in which he looked terrible, for Sam had his back to it. He scrambled round the fire, squatted by Eric, and looked to see. They became motionless, gripped in each other's arms, four unwinking eyes aimed and two mouths open.

Far beneath them, the trees of the forest sighed, then roared. The hair on their foreheads fluttered and flames blew sideways from the fire. Fifteen yards away from them came the plopping noise of fabric blown open.

Neither of the boys screamed but the grip of their arms tightened and their mouths grew peaked. For perhaps ten seconds they crouched like that while the flailing fire sent smoke and sparks and waves of inconstant light over the top of the mountain.

Then as though they had but one terrified mind between them they scrambled away over the rocks and fled.





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Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out




Sunday, December 09, 2007
HandWritten on; 10:25 PM

This is the very beginning for me as a disciple of Christ, to spread His word.

With this sacrament, I am affirmed as a adult catholic. I want to lead an even more fruitful life with the Holy Spirit guiding my every step.

As my new journey and path begins, I must be ready to face new obstacles and stick to Him through thick and thin. I must also constantly keep in prayer. Stepping up to be a soldier of Christ, I'll spread His word, his love to everyone I can meet.

The Lord is my light and my salvation; Whom shall I fear ? The Lord is my refuge of whom am I afraid ?

I can't believe how time flew like that. 10 years ! For some of us, 11 years. Today marks the end of our journey as a class. To make things worst, St Anthony's Youth Movement is going to be disbanded next year, and we may not see each other that often. Ms Wee doesn't even attend mass at our parish !

Whatever obstacles we face, I truly believe we will keep in contact and I'm confident we'll see each other occasionally. God is with us, and we are always with each other spiritually.

Extremely belated pictures from sec 4 camp in March !












"Be humble in heart, embrace his gift for you.
Continue to grow in faith and learn more about Him.
Lead life like how He did, for He died for you.
Rejoice over Him as a new journey unfolds.."


Thank you Simin, Jingwen, Jiaying, Chermms, Ally, Jared, Sam, Mel, Joel, Hyacinth and Beverley for coming down, I really appreciated that, I LOVE YOU GUYS :]

This post was inspired by Angela, Sandra, Roseria, Joel, Ms Wee, Janice, Angelyn, Ally and everybody else who made my confirmation so special, especially our Heavenly Father.







Tuesday, December 04, 2007
HandWritten on; 9:57 PM

"But how could you believe me ? After all the thousand times I've told you I love you, how could you let one word break your faith in me?"

I didn't answer. I was too shocked to form a rational response.

"I could see it in your eyes, that you honestly believed that I didn't want you anymore. The most absurd, ridiculous concept - as if there were any way that I could exist without needing you !"

I was still frozen. His words were incomprehensible, because they were impossible.

He shook my shoulder again, not hard, but enough that my teeth rattled a little.

"Bella," He sighed. "Really, what were you thinking!"

"I knew it," I sobbed. "I knew I was dreaming."

"You're impossible," He said, and he laughed once - a hard laugh, frustrated. "How can I put this so that you'll believe me? You're not asleep, and you're not dead. I'm here, and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away. When I told you that I didn't want you, it was the very blackest kind of blasphemy.

"You don't believe me, do you?" he whispered, his face paler than his usual pale - I could see that even in the dim light. "Why can you believe the lie, but not the truth ?"

"It never made sense for you to love me," I explained, my voice breaking twice. "I always knew that."

His eyes narrowed, his jaws tightened.

"I'll prove you're awake," he promised.

He caught my face securely between his iron hands, ignoring my struggles when I tried to turn my head away.

"Please don't," I whispered.

He stopped, his lips just half an inch from mine.

"Why not ?" He demanded. His breath blew into my face, making my head whirl.

"When I wake up" He opened his mouth to protest, so I revised - "Okay, forget that one - when you leave again, it's going to be hard enough without this, too."

He pulled back an inch, to stare at my face.

"Yesterday, when I touch you, you were so... hesitant, so careful, and yet still the same. I need to know why. Is it because I'm too late ? Because I've hurt you too much ? Because you have moved on, as I meant for you to ? That would be.. quite fair. I won't contest your decision. So don't try to spare my feelings, please -just tell me now whether or not you still love me, after everything I've done to you. Can you ?" he whispered.

"What kind of an idiotic question is that ?"


"Just answer it. Please."

I stared at him darkly for a long moment. "The way I feel about you will never change. Of course I love you - and there's nothing you can do about it !"

"That's all I needed to hear."

His mouth was on mine then, and I couldn't fight him.





To be loved, that is a joy.

Do I deserve to be loved ?

Carelessness, lies, hypocrisy, immaturity.

Do I really deserved to be loved ?

Thank you God for loving me, even though I do not deserve anything from you at all.




What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
Guess I'll never know


Sunday, December 02, 2007
HandWritten on; 3:44 PM

You know how sometimes you get pulled back, and prevented from getting involved even though its what you want very much ? Like you have rehearsals and meetings but because you are not allowed, you get clueless and you have not even the slightest idea of what's going on. You can't even go out with friends and your father has to fetch you from everywhere you go.


"If you get raped, don't cry back home" you'd say.

I say you're paranoid, making a hyperbole out of everything.

"You want to live in this house, you listen to me."

Okay, wait till I start earning my own big bucks.

"It's for your own good."

Oh, if you really care about me, you would spare a thought for me. I know what I'm doing. I'm not a small kid anymore.


One day, I swear I'll turn against you and just leave the house. Once I graduate and start working and earning lots of money, that is.

On a brighter note, the mini skit today was good, I'm glad people understood what we were trying to perform :) It is kinda sad that we could not visit CTK's carnival (I so badly wanted to go for it) but I guess we'll get to see each other soon again !


Confirmation is in 7 days ! Oh gosh, I'm so excited. I'm a soldier of God ! I'm going receive this sacrament with open arms.




If I live every moment

Won't change any moment

Still a part of me and you

I will never regret you

Still the memory of you

Marks everything I do