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Sunday, June 26, 2005
HandWritten on; 1:56 PM
oh man
school reopening soon!! so sad!! holidays like... ended so fast. anyway..
the good thing can see 2 truth soon!!yyay 2 truth rawq on!
anyway things are starting to look good for band cos ms sia just asked us to practise.. hmm.. apparently i forgot to bring back my flute while rushing off for cheer prac!!! so how to practise??? nvr mind.
anyway, i really hope that i can perform. i hope everybody gets to perform.
i just found out that yvonne has left for perth... hmm don't know why i feel so sad... i guess she's nice senior. hope she has a safe trip and an enjoyable time there.
oh man POP approaching. and actually we haven't prepared anything for weilin xinhui and peizhen. hope they aren't reading this!!
`counting down the days to POP
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
HandWritten on; 10:23 PM
band camp is nice.
i like my group members and i enjoyed day one very much. except for the lunch part. and noms!! it went right into our night games and so we didn't have enough time. and it wasn't scary. and other times which were not interesting.
anyway we had a great night with all that tidbits and cards. shan't mention anything here... aha
and how i loved that night.
but things started to get different the next morning. it was a 180 degrees turn.
the next morning,
breakfast was fine.
then band prac in the morning without ms sia.
:) terrific
so cute all the sec 3s tried conducting the band. i was rather impressed with yiling and janice. so cool and calm. i tot everyone else were okayy. of cos huiqing was the best!!
the lunch time... hmm okay.
then the worst part.....
band prac with ms sia........
at first it was okay just a few exceptional
SCOLDINGS. that i wasn't in tune.
but things started to get worse by the minute. at one point of time she actually said, "those who don't know how to play don't anyhow play."
obviously she was talking to me...
i could tell she was pissed with me and she kept saying flutes out of tune.
then suddenly she mentioned the fact that i n simin are not improving and she threatened not to put us in jubilate.
and everything started coming back. all the bad memories before SYF. how all of the kick-outs really felt. and everyone else thinks that its okayy we still have a chance in sec 4s and its okay and its fine and that we're self pitying ourselves and we just cry to cry.
i think that only those sec4s who were not in SYF the last 2 years know how it feels. but perhaps they weren't sad?
ms sia kicked me and simin out. not out of jubilate. but soon she will. and i know that. i don't know how many pple are gloating when she told us that. i only know i felt so embarrassed. it was like those times in april during SCH rehearsals when everyone was on stage playing while you're down there admiring their music trying to feel happy .
its hard.
i quickly ran out of the music room before pple could see my expression. watery eyes. embarrassment.
then i and simin kept tuning and practising our running notes beside the fitness gym. how weird. pple came and walk pass wondering what we're doing. it was awkward but we just had to accept it. some pple came out and drink water or go toilet. some said hi. i remembered gloria asking whether we were okay and i was so touched.
and others.
anyway once ms sia came out talking to her phone and she went to the toilet pretending not to see us.
when we were tired of practising we sat by the staircase. during this time i and simin talked. we're probably the only people in the world whom ms sia hates that much. why are we so unlucky?? why us??
we practise. i know simin practises alot. as for me, i do practise too. but not as much as simin i bet. but why aren't we improving?
people reading this would think i am self pitying myself.
maybe i am.
but i just to let everyone know that we are doing our best to practise. we do. and we do want to perform for jubilate too.
Thursday, June 16, 2005
HandWritten on; 4:10 PM
i knew it
its seems that whatever i work for
i always don't get my results.
SYF
cheer
-falls-
Sunday, June 12, 2005
HandWritten on; 8:51 PM
i am so happy! bought new bags !! but my mum damn piss cos spend so much money. now cannot buy anymore new stuff.
anyway ms sia did not test us last thursday. whew. if not i would have fainted on the spot. oh no! what if during the band camp she test?? ahhhhh!!
anyway cheer so stress! so many steps to learn and most from blue house. hmm never mind i shall try to learn. anyway mrs goby said there will be reserves. oh man. but hopefully everybody will be performing for milk run & national day.
have to start writing and doing good deeds for secret mortal!!
u like the animation puffs??? so cute right!! ahahaa.
ooh can't wait for band camp! go sec 3s!!! jiayou!!!
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
HandWritten on; 10:48 PM
today's catechism outing so fun!!!! although i came late we still went to some park nearby and played captain frisbee and then dodgeball and then soccer. man i was dead tired esp after band!!! i was practically just screaming. hahas. felt that i was acting so bimbotic just now.
today's band wasn't really nice..... ms sia made me and simin play D flat scale ALONE in front of the whole band then she made me play ALONE in front of the whole band my chromatics. of course not just me. all the sec2s had to play chromatics. and she missed out yanzhu n skipped celeste!!!!! and she said i haven't been improving. MUST IMPROVE!! THEN SHOW HER I AM NOT THAT LOUSY... wondering why isn't mr ong here! i hope he comes on thurs. because ms sia say on thursday she's going to test our chromatics scales AGAIN!! make the sec2s play solo in front of whole band.
man there's this freaky insect in my room that's so BIG i just have to get out or i'll die!!!
Saturday, June 04, 2005
HandWritten on; 9:36 PM
i haven't change my phone yet.
**** starhub
Friday, June 03, 2005
HandWritten on; 3:59 PM
ooh so stress!!! i haven't even started on homework yet!! die alr... but i am still not going to do homework until i am in the mood to. hmmz. that explains why i nvr finish homework on time?
band pracs during the holidays are much better now that ms sia is really rather busy. so mr ong comes in to take us. but he's really crazy over his greensleeves. although i don't mind greensleeves. because i am beginning to detest el camino real all over again. this song just brings back bad memories.... sorrowful n tragic. ahaa vutever.
finally got my 4th hole. now i have 2 holes on each ear. i feel like getting another hole on the top of my right ear. or maybe left. but i know its gonna be real real pain. maybe shld consult denise. mmmmz.
this holiday everybody's getting their ears pierced! even yiling and shueli pierced! ooh!!!
and finally getting a new phone! the time i went tampines they told me they needed my charger. so i am going to tonight!! make sure i dun forget my charger. wonder which phone shld i take.... go there then decide.
okay then. gonna go back writing more testis.
green day rawks!