EnidKatherineChen 18/8/91 njc 08S10 westerndance StAnthony'sChurch Parables

Enid loves God, she is wild, a big glutton and slacker, loves bubbletea, music and performing arts :]

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Daughtry Life After You
Def Leppard Two Steps Behind
Def Leppard and Taylor Swift
(Live at CMT Crossroads)
When Love and Hate Collide
Kate Voegele A Fine Mess album
True Vibe You Found Me
John Mayer Love Song for No One
Les Choristes OST
Michael Jackson Heal the world

Some say love, it is a river, that drowns the tender reed,
some say love, it is a razor, that leaves your soul to bleed,
some say love, it is a hunger, an endless aching need,
I say love, it is a flower, and you, its only seed.

Its the heart afraid of breaking, that never learns to dance,
its the dream afraid of waking, that never takes the chance,
its the one who wont be taken, the one who cant seem to give,
and the soul afraid of dying, that never learns to live.

When the night has been too lonely and the road has been too long,
and you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong,
just remember that in the winter, far beneath the bitter snow,
lies the seed, that with the sun's love, in the spring becomes the rose.

I feel so much better after updating my wordpress.
Actually I would think the large packet of Lays BBQ, Famous Amos, Pringles Tomato, Kinda Bueno, M&Ms and and (rummages through pile of wrappers) strawberry pocky made me feel so much happier.

So yes, I was overreacting just now, perhaps because a series of events triggered off a chain of reactions from me.

I'm good, and I cannot get any better because I know I have friends to rely on. Friends who believe in me, friends who understand me, friends who shares the same opinions and thoughts as me, friends whom I know I can trust, and friends who will offer me their shoulder, their tears, their everything when I need them.

If anybody actually thought I was sad because Sham scolded me, that's so wrong, how can one be such a crybaby and cry after getting scolded by a teacher ?!?! Oh my gosh, I just turned 17 for goodness sake.


As I continue to face life challenges with strength from God and friends, I know I will be faced with abjections, rejections and more grief. But at least, I am prepared for them. And I will think of the wonderful times I had in St Nicks, the times I have should have treasured then and face the terrible place that I have chosen to put myself in.


Think of me, think of me waking
silent and resigned
Imagine me, trying too hard
to put you from my mind
Recall those days
look back on all those times
think of the things we’ll never do
there will never be a day
when I won’t think of you

We live in constant fear. The fear of losing, the fear of failing.
What matters is not whether we fail, but rising after failing.

"It is not the critic who counts, not the man who points out how the strong man stumbled, or where the doer of deeds could have done better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly, who errs and comes short again and again, who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions, and spends himself in a worthy cause, who at best knows achievement and who at the worst if he fails at least fails while daring greatly so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory nor defeat."

-Theodore Roosevelt



Its so inspiring, after having watched the Olympics from Day 1 till now.
Today's finally the closing ceremony of the Beijing Olympics 2008. Throughout the days of intense and conflagrant competition, I have learnt that top sportsman, aside from all the achievements they have attained, are made just like anything else, through hard work. And that's the price we'll have to pay to achieve that goal, or any goal. What you get out of a competition depends on what you put into the preparation for it.

I know the price of success: dedication, hard work, and an unremitting devotion to the things you want to see happen. It is on our failures that we base a new and different and better success.

Life is a succession of moments. To live each one is to succeed.

I slowly tore out the wrapper, my tractable soul yielded to the glorious taste of this sweetest sin. Inside the crisp and delightful biscuit, is the seemingly impalpable heavenly concoct. Savouring every bit of it, I smiled in ephemeral delirium as I finished up the whole bar.
Kinda Bueno, anytime, anywhere.


Sometimes simple things like chocolate make my day :)



I figured it is about, a month more to promos, and I am so screwed. Possibly because I have tonnes of undone tutorial from term 1 till now and alot of topics I need to grasp the basic concept first before attempting revision. And all the distractions are not helping at all, I need to focus.

I shall not lament, and do something about this terrible state of my life.

What you said today
made me happy through the day
I wish you were here to stay
because you stole my heart away.


Laugh and cry, live and die
Life is a dream we're dreaming
Day by day, I find my way
Look for the song and the meaning
And you say you see
When you look at me
The reason you love like so.
As lost I have been
I'll find love again
And life just keeps on running
Life comes from you <3

Thank you to all the darlings for your wishes :)
Thank you for my beloved class and my favourites (sakae soon :D)
Thank you my loveliest dancers, had a great time with you all, love !

You're always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely

Screaming, shouting, crying, ranting, swearing, ignoring.
No compromise, no understanding, no trust, no care.
It's a tiresome weary journey.
But I will keep going, with the belief that God will help me.
I just wish you would stop being so fucking ridiculous and unreasonable. I want you to get out of my life.


I feel so happy for __ and __ and __ ! It's really sweet to see friends with their sweethearts, their love for each other and their strong relationship. Note that there is no tinge of envy at all in the previous statement.

3 days :)










I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what Im feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

And every time I'm with you I want some more
I'll be loving you long time


Time is gonna take my mind
and carry it far away where I can fly
The depth of life will dim my temptation to live for you
If I were to be alone silence would rock my tears
'cause it's all about love and I know better
How life is a waving feather

So I put my arms around you around you
And I know that I'll be leaving soon

My eyes are on you they're on you
And you see that I can't stop shaking
No, I won't step back but I'll look down to hide from your eyes
'cause what I feel is so sweet and I'm scared that even my own breath
Oh could burst it if it were a bubble
And I'd better dream if I have to struggle

So I put my arms around you around you
And I hope that I will do no wrong
My eyes are on you they're on you
And I hope that you won't hurt me

I'm dancing in the room as if I was in the woods with you
No need for anything but music
Music's the reason why I know time still exists
Time still exists

It's funny how people can sometimes make friends in just one and a half hours.
Then after having fun, we bid farewell because we're not going to see each other again.


And, I did something terrible today. AHH.







































































































I like this song, brings back those times in primary school, I don't know why because there's actually no link.





The thing about love is I never saw it coming
You kinda crept up into me by surprise
And now there's a voice inside my heart that's got me wondering
Is this true, I wanna hear it one more time

(The rest of the pictures are up on shutterfly, refer to links column)

Little darling
You're killing me sweetly with love
Only thing I ever could need
Only one good thing worth trying to be
It's love

Started as a flicker meant to be a flame
Skin has gotten thicker but it burns the same
Still a baby in a cradle got to take my first fall
Baby's getting next to nowhere with her back
Against the wall
You meant to make me happy make me sad
Want to make it better better so bad
But save your resolutions for your never new year
There is only one solution I can see here

1999- Together




2000- Shine on me




2001- Where I belong




2002- We will get there




2003- One United People




2004- Home




2005- Reach out for the skies




2006- My Island Home





2007- There's no place I'd rather be





2008- Shine for Singapore



I feel like I've turned into a singapore fanatic. I actually downloaded all the years' theme songs. My favourite is still 2002 :D
Nothing wrong with getting into the national day mood right !

In life, I aim high, but I never aim to be at the peak.
I fear failing, I hate being unable to reach my target.
I guess I am a loser ain't I !



Claude Debussy, where art thou ?
Your music soothes my ear,
stirs up my heart
brings me great joy and happiness.
How can anybody compose pieces like you ?

Deux Arabesque is really extraordinary and brilliant, ahh I love the second movement too, I don't understand why people actually can hate it !

I swear, PW turns me off.
So do tutorials (heaps of them undone).
And the fact that promos is 6 weeks away and I'm so nonchalant about it.
And the unsolicited reminders from every teacher that enters my classroom.
And the abominable term report I received today.
And my indisposition to do work.
And the maelstrom of emotions annoying me every now and then.
And my desultory thoughts which distract me all the time.
Last but not least, this raging feeling of ennui in me at this point in life.




SAKAE SOOOON :D

PS, please turn off speakers if you dislike loud jap music blasting through them :]
(I was in love with this song in P6 and I am just remembering the days when I could breathe easy)

This song goes out to my dear friend, stay strong. God has a reason for the happenings, and you'll get through this. I love you so much, I'll always be here for you !



This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
Mamas, daddies, sisters,
brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky cause
we will never say bye


As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why i didn't show up sometimes
on sunday mornings and i miss you
But im glad we talked through
All them grown full things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
face to face


I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm right here right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye


And you never got the chance to
see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together


I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave
me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever