Special mention to Pinglin who treated me to a subway dinner.
Love this song. Enjoy.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
HandWritten on; 12:00 AM
I'm sitting here all by myself Just trying to think of something to do Trying to think of something, anything Just to keep me from thinking of you But you know it's not working out Cause you're all that's on my mind One thought of you is all it takes To leave the rest of the world behind
I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
HandWritten on; 11:34 PM
On Deepavali, Sorority went to Amanda's house's dance studio to practice and had a great Thai Express meal :DDDD I want to eat more curry soft shell crab it's damnit awesome tasty delicious and I'm very very serious, it's THAT good.
I'm going to eat my Ruffles and try to keep awake to finish my towering workload.
I'm sitting here trying to convince myself That you're not the one for me But the more I think, the less I believe it And the more I want you here with me
Friday, October 24, 2008
HandWritten on; 10:26 PM
Orchard !
We spent like $10++ on ice cream, fried food and cakes. Typical dancers.
Oh gosh I'm so tired I'm sleeping like 5 hours everyday. I desperately need to catch up on my sleep.
HandWritten on; 12:51 AM
The splendor of the King, clothed in majesty Let all the earth rejoice
He wraps himself in Light, and darkness tries to hide And trembles at His voice
Age to age He stands And time is in His hands Beginning and the end
Name above all names Worthy of all praise My heart will sing How great is our God
How great is our God, sing with me How great is our God, and all will see How great, how great is our God
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
HandWritten on; 10:32 PM
OCS trip wasn't too bad :D
I need to stay away from you, or I'll just end up hurting the people I care for.
And it hurts
You leave me breathless You're everything good in my life You leave me breathless I still can't believe that you're mine You just walked out of one of my dreams So beautiful you're leaving me Breathless
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
HandWritten on; 10:47 PM
Audrey's gift:
As well as any bloom upon a flower I like the dust on the nettles, never lost Except to prove the sweetness of a shower.
I never needed you to be strong I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs I never needed pain, I never needed strain My love for you was strong enough, you should have known
I never needed you for judgement I never needed you to question what I spend I never asked for help, I take care of myself I don't know why you think you gotta hold on me
And its a little late for conversations There isn't anything for you to say And my eyes hurt, hands shiver So look at me and listen to me Because
I don't want to stay another minute I don't want you to say a single word Hush hush, hush hush There is no other way, I get the final say because I don't want to do this any longer I don't want you, there's nothing left to say Hush hush, hush hush I've already spoken, are love is broken Baby hush hush
I never needed your corrections On everything from how I act to what I say I never needed words, I never neededs hurt I never needed you to be there every day
I'm sorry for the way I let go On everything I wanted when you came along But I ain't never beatin, broken not defeated I know next to you is not where I belong
And its a little late for explainations There is anything you can do And my eyes hurt, hands shiver So you will look at me when i say
I don't want to stay another minute I don't want you to say a single word Hush hush, hush hush There is no other way, I get the final say because I don't want to do this any longer I don't want you, there's nothing left to say Hush hush, hush hush I've already spoken, are love is broken Baby hush hush
No more words, no more lies, no more crying um um No more pain, no more games, no more hiding
I don't want to stay another minute I don't want you to say a single word Hush hush, hush hush There is no other way, I get the final say because I don't want to do this any longer I don't want you, there's nothing left to say Hush hush, hush hush I've already spoken, are love is broken Baby hush hush
Monday, October 20, 2008
HandWritten on; 10:40 PM
I can't believe I missed the La Salle Open House Day ! I wanted to go so badly for the Lyrical Jazz, Hip Hop, Pop & Lock, Street Jazz, Salsa Hip Hop and maybe Slow Jam Hip Hop (just to find out what exactly that is).
Pictures from NJ Open Day :)
Open day was, a day of twists and turns, filled with unexpected predicaments.
The turnout couldn't get more pathetic, but what can we expect, it's NJ.
Anyway, dear Friends, please add me on myspace ! I just created a new SKYPE and myspace account no idea why. Oh and I like myspace, it's a great place for listening to great music. Addicted to myspace :D
I hope you can forgive me, for all the mistakes I've made, be patient with me, babe, I'm just trying to make my way. I'm not a superhero, sorry I couldn't save the day, Believe me when I say that I'm sorry I couldn't wear your Halo, sorry I couldn't be your angel, sorry I didn't stroke your ego, I was the one but I guess I wasn't able. I'm sorry I couldn't wear your Halo.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
HandWritten on; 12:35 AM
CHONG JASMINE ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAYS TO FINALLY BEING 17 YOU ARE FINALLY OF THE SAME AGE AS KINCHENG AND I :D
I hope this birthday would be a special one for you. May this coming year be one you will never forget.
I like trying to make things special for loved ones. Try.
Have a very blessed birthday dear loveeeeeeee <3
Thursday, October 16, 2008
HandWritten on; 12:00 AM
It feels so wrong but it felt so right. OH NOOOOOOOOO I'm dead. I will not let it happen.
Now I'm speechless, over the edge I'm just breathless I never thought that I'd catch this Lovebug again
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
HandWritten on; 11:04 PM
fuck gp.
It's seriously devastating to do terribly for gp. But then again, I shouldn't expect anything because I don't read nor did I study for gp.
I am relieved for the rest of my subjects though, I didn't get the 4 Us I anticipated. I get to promote as well, that is something I really really thank God for. It just doesn't feel right that I didn't do well just because I didn't work hard. I'll be keeping you in my prayer, please get promoted. Imagine how sad she'll be if you retain ! And we won't be in the same level anymore, nooooooo. I studied with you so I believe you won't retain too. You've been worrying for the past few days, stay strong ! There's cca everyday. There's PW everyday. Can't wait for this shit to be over.
I never believed in Forever. I know (romantic) love fades after a while. I've seen too many examples. Till I am proven wrong, I will never believe in Forever.
It's you and me Moving at the speed of light into eternity Tonight, is the night To join me in the middle of ecstasy Feel the melody and the rhythm of the music around you
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
HandWritten on; 11:07 PM
How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me
Sunday, October 12, 2008
HandWritten on; 10:30 PM
I've been insanely busy. I've got so many deadlines to meet. I've got no time to complete all my tasks and work. I'm receiving my results on wednesday. My heart is facing an onslaught of punctuating emotions. My mind is not willing to concentrate.
I think I'm in a much worse state than during promos.
And right now, I'm just waiting... For something that will probably never come. As time passes, maybe it'll grow... But it'll just remain status quo.
I’m gonna be the love that’s gonna last And be the one that got your back And nothing never that bad That we would be together And we both made our mistakes And somethings never wished we made But we'll be okay if we just stay together
Saturday, October 11, 2008
HandWritten on; 10:49 PM
YEC was good, though the crowd was terribly pathetic, we did try to liven up the atmosphere and we were like completely insane.
I'm happy with the performances, especially indian dance we went mad and started screaming like some infatuated fan.
Revival was awesomeeeeeeeee loved them, and 345 was great too ! They definitely put up a great show. I'm glad I went for it, I had a great time with wonderful company.
PW never fails to deprive me of my sleep. I spent 1 hour uploading the WR but it only appeared after 1am, and there were 4 of the same WR uploaded.
By the way, I'm giving away poisonous jellies so if you want some please add me as a neofriend :D
Every now and then when I’m all alone I’d be wishing that you would call me on the telephone Say you want me back but you never do I feel like such a fool There’s nothing I can do I’m such a fool for you
I can’t take it What am I waiting for? I’m still breaking I miss you even more And I can’t fake it The way I could before I hate you but I love you I can’t stop thinking of you It’s true, I’m stuck on you
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
HandWritten on; 12:44 AM
I coped this from Dot's blog, who coped it from Bel's blog, who copied it from her friend Denise's blog, who copied from her friend Audrey's blog who copied it from an email. Haha credits to dot for the sources.
And it really is heartwarming to read. Some of them are so true, some inspirational, some slap me right in the face, all of them, I believe, are words in which God is trying to speak to me.
I believe… That just because two people argue, it doesn’t mean they don’t love each other. And just because they don’t argue, it doesn’t mean they do love each other.
I Believe… That we don’t have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
I Believe… That no matter how good a friend is, they’re going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
I Believe… That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.
I Believe… That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
I Believe… That it’s taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
I Believe… That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
I Believe… That you can keep going long after you think you can’t.
I Believe… That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I Believe… That either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I Believe… That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
I Believe… That money is a lousy way of keeping score.
I Believe… That my best friend and I, can do anything, or nothing and have the best time.
I Believe… That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you’re down, will be the ones to help you get back up.
I Believe… That sometimes when I’m angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn’t give me the right to be cruel.
I Believe… That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you’ve had and what you’ve learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you’ve celebrated.
I Believe… That it isn’t always enough, to be forgiven by others sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I Believe… That no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn’t stop for your grief.
I Believe… That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but, we are responsible for who we become.
I Believe… That you shouldn’t be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life Forever.
I Believe… Two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.
I Believe… That your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don’t even know you.
I Believe… That even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you - you will find the strength to help.
I Believe… That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.
I Believe… That the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.
Monday, October 06, 2008
HandWritten on; 9:44 PM
Yea, damm, You think you cool, you think im not you think you tough Damm, you think you hard, you think im soft, you think you rough Damm,You talkin shit, betta close your lips, you need to hush Before the end of the night im gunna have to take your ass to church
Okay this is a funny song, I do like it, though I am a little disturbed by the lyrics.
Speaking of church, I am extremely appalled by the fact that people actually steal artifacts and paintings from churches. It's sad how human beings will do anything to satiate their avarice, even to the extent of stealing right in the house of God. And churches are in a dilemma on whether to install high security systems, because that is an indication of the lack of faith. But the sad thing is, the one thing that churches have relied upon for centuries for protection is no longer quite the deterrent it used to be. The fear of God doesn't exist anymore, and the thieves don't fear anyone, except maybe the police.
For us parishioners, all we lose is the deep connection we had with the sacred artifacts, monumentals and paintings. That's alot, by the way. I just wished the thieves would have even a small amount of respect (for the religion and themselves) and empathy.
Contemp prac tomorrow, ahhhhhhhhh. I'm worried, extremely worried.
But we dancers are great people we will be fine. HAH (laughs sceptically)
I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last And be the one that got your back Ain't nothing never that bad that we would be together And though we both made our mistakes And some we never wish we made But we'll be okay if we just stay together
Sunday, October 05, 2008
HandWritten on; 10:21 PM
Falling on my knees in worship Giving all I am to seek your face Lord, all I am is yours
My whole life I place in your hands God of mercy humble I bow down in your presence at your throne
I called, You answered and you came to my rescue and I wanna be where you are
In my life, be lifted high In our world, be lifted high In our love, be lifted high
I need you, need you to save me from my falling heart. I need you to open my eyes to the world around me.
Friday, October 03, 2008
HandWritten on; 10:48 PM
This is the story of PW trip to beach road / bugis in a few words.
Tired souls resting at NLB
bored people take photos of their shoes
A long walk makes us thirsty
A sucky drink makes it worst :/
Wanying and I just love to camwhore
and camwhore
and do nothing but camwhore
This is Bugis Junction toilet :D
The queue was atrociously long by the way
Well, that day was not fruitful, but we were exposed to the roads and shopping malls of Singapore. So I think we're pretty confident to walk around beach road/bugis without having the intention to hail a cab anymore !
Jordin's Next to you is a pretty sweet song, I happened to stumble upon the chipmunk version on imeem, which is cute ! It doesn't sound like those annoying noises that plays at supersonic speed and irritates the hell out of you.
Maybe we're friends Maybe we're more Maybe it's just my imagination But I see you, stare just a little too long And it makes me start to wonder So baby call me crazy but I think you feel it too Maybe I just gotta get next to you
Thursday, October 02, 2008
HandWritten on; 9:38 PM
I have a dream A song to sing To help me cope With anything If you see the wonder Of a fairy tale You can take the future Even if you fail I believe in angels Something good in everything I see I believe in angels When I know the time is right for me I'll cross the stream I have a dream
I have a dream A fantasy To help me through Reality And my destination Makes it worth the while Pushing through the darkness Still another mile I believe in angels Something good in everything I see I believe in angels When I know the time is right for me I'll cross the stream I have a dream I'll cross the stream
Sorority
OCS trip wasn't too bad :D
I can't believe I missed the La Salle Open House Day ! I wanted to go so badly for the Lyrical Jazz, Hip Hop, Pop & Lock, Street Jazz, Salsa Hip Hop and maybe Slow Jam Hip Hop (just to find out what exactly that is).
Tired souls resting at NLB
bored people take photos of their shoes
A long walk makes us thirsty
Wanying and I just love to camwhore
and camwhore
This is Bugis Junction toilet :D
