Men grow cold as girls grow old and we all lose our charms in the end but square cut or pear shape, these rocks don't lose their shape Diamonds are a girl's best friend
Saturday, November 29, 2008
HandWritten on; 11:44 PM
Sometimes I really wish some people would die.
That is a terrible thought, but when you're in such fury and you face iniquities and you bear with ridiculous absurd treatment and you're torn and broken, it is hard not to think that way.
I can't seem to see why God has set out this road for me, the road that is getting very much intolerable.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
HandWritten on; 6:46 PM
Listening to all the classical pieces from Sijia. Love them.
Brahms. Chopin. Beethoven. Liszt. Debussy.
Holidays have been great. I am pretty much surviving without a laptop because I have dance everyday. But my nights are terribly boring, I spend my time in front of the tv with Lays/Ruffles/Kinder Bueno/ Jack&Jill/ Calbee.
I am going to use my holidays to pick up the guitar, bass and drums.
I need a job. I NEED A JOB NOW.
Please hire me, some kind soul out there.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
HandWritten on; 7:41 PM
To have the opportunity to spend time with God with no stress, no deadlines, no books.
To be in front of the Blessed Sacrament everyday.
To feel His presence in everyone around me.
To share His love to the sec ones, to share what I experienced.
To attend Eucharist in such a unique and special way that touches me.
To once again feel blessed that I am a Child of God.
SMILES :)
Looking forward to all other church events with the other teens awwwww :D
Thursday, November 20, 2008
HandWritten on; 10:49 PM
I've got no laptop, my brother refuses to let me use his mac for more than 15 minutes and I can't go out.
What a wonderful holiday to look forward to.
Kbox was great, singing to all those old songs with the amazing company :)
Off for camp.
Underneath the starlight, starlight There's a magical feeling so right It will steal your heart tonight
Monday, November 17, 2008
HandWritten on; 8:30 PM
1.How many texts are in your inbox? how do i check the number of messages i have ?? anyway I have to delete my messages to prevent my mother from reading them.
2.When did your last hug take place? just now, sheila :)
3. Are you a jealous person? don't think so.
4.Are you tired right now? yeah, emotionally.
5.Do you chew on your straws sometimes.
6.Have you ever been called a tease? heh, maybe ?
7.Do you like to cuddle? totally.
8.Do you cry easily? not really.
9.Are you a heavy sleeper? absolutely
10.Where is your cellphone? next to me
11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months? I DON'T KNOW. haha
12.Are you mad at someone right now? yes yes yes, MY MOTHER
13.Do you believe in love at first sight? I believe in crush at first sight.
14.What makes you laugh out loud? nearly everything.
15.Who was the last person you talked to? sheila
16.Name one person on your top friends who is most like you. such a vague question, skip
17.Do you get butterflies when around the person you like? er, no
18.Will you get married? yes
19.When was the last time you smiled? like just
20.Does anyone like you? uh.
21.Do you secretly like someone? UH.
22.Who was the first person you talked to today? my mother, i think.
23.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? anyone man, i'm such a chatty person
24.What are you NOT looking forward to? A levels
25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it? yes, great friends
26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do? IF I had an ex, i would do nothing, I wouldn't care about him
27.Are you a forgiving person? I think I am
28.What's something you really want right now? my freedom please
29.Do you fall for people easily? I have crushes easily, those insignificant ones that won't last long
30.Have you ever fallen for your best friend ex's ? that's just bitchy, hell no
31.What's the last thing you put in your mouth? subwayyyyy
32.Have you ever kissed anyone named Michelle? No.
33.Who was the last person you drove with? dad
34.How late did you stay up last night and why? 4am ? please don't ask why
35.If you could move somewhere else, would you? europe :D
36.Do you prefer to call or text? call, more personal
37.When was the last time you cried really, really hard? don't say lah, so emo
38.Who took your profile picture? gettyimages 39.Who was the last person you took a picture with? kincheng
40.Can you live a day without TV? If I have the computer, no problem
41.Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed? tongue ? hah
42.How did you feel when you woke up this morning? annoyed, as usual
43.Who was the last person you took a picture of? kincheng !
44.How often do you see your ex? wait till I get an ex
45.Would you ever donate blood? probably, once I overcome the fear of the snappy thing that checks your iron level
46.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex? yes
47.Do you want someone dead? sometimes, yes. when she makes me really mad.
48.What does your last text message say? stuff about the upcoming camp
50.What are you thinking about right now? food.
51.Do you wish someone was with you right now? I want so many people to be with me now ! But if you meant it in that way, hmm. I guess.
52.What time did you go to sleep last night? didn't this question already come out ?? 4 am !
53.Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now? NJ : lignum house tee
54.Is someone on your mind right now? God, cos I'm listening to Christian songs
55.Have you ever been in a hotel room with a friend of the opposite sex? my brother - he's a friend okay
56.Who was the last person to text you? Samuel
57.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled? not really
59.Did you sing at all today? Yes, I sing all the time, my singing sucks big time though
60.When's the last time you cried? SKIP
61.Who were you with yesterday? family and church dears
62.Do you miss anyone? HELL YES SO MANY PEOPLE
63.Who was the last person in your bed? me, DUH
64.Have you ever drank with your number one? I don't drink.
65.If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you? YES
66.Do you want someone you can't have? no idea
67.When did you last talk to your brother or sister? afternoon
68.Where were you at 2:02 am this morning? in my room
69.Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now? erm, I hope not, but I really don't know.
70.Do you want to tell someone something? Mum get a grip, Dad I love you !
Bonus question. Who do you want to tag?
Dot. Bel. Jas. Justin. Jingwen. Donna. Other regular bloggers who reads my blog !
There, did it.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
HandWritten on; 6:18 PM
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
No words can match up for the things we do
♥
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
HandWritten on; 12:01 AM
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up I need your loving hands to come and pick me up And every night I miss you, I can just look up And know the stars are holding you
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
HandWritten on; 11:04 PM
Beautiful days have their beautiful pictures.
Chalet ! (8 Nov)
LADC auditions ! (9 Nov)
Went shopping with Zifang Yihfang and Jeslyn today :D And more shopping to come on thursday. LOVEEEE.
I am convinced that it is totally worth it to lie so that I can spend time with the ones I love. Because it is either I lie, or I die.
I am so sick of this, I want to run away, and never never never come back.
Monday, November 10, 2008
HandWritten on; 8:14 PM
Election Day 2008 must have been filled with rueful paradoxes for the sitting president. Iraq- the issue that dominated George W. Bush's presidency for 5.5 bitter, controversial years - is on the verge of a miraculous peace. And yet this accomplishment did little to revive Bush's political standing - or to prevent his party from relegating him to a silent role.
This seems to be Bush's current fate: Even success brings no praise. And the reasons probably concern Iraq. The absence of stockpiles of weapons of mass destruction in the aftermath of the war was a massive blow. The early conduct of Iraq occupation was terribly ineffective. Hopes that the war had turned a corner - repeatedly raised by Iraqis voting with purple fingers and approving a constitution - were dashed too many times, until many Americans became unwilling to believe anymore.
Initial failures in Iraq acted like a solar eclipse, blocking the light on every achievement. But those achievements, with the eclipse finally passing, are considerable by the measure of any presidency. Because of the passage of Medicare Part D which Bush implemented, nearly 10 million low-income seniors are receiving prescription drugs at little or no cost. No Child Left Behind education reform has helped raise the average reading scores of fourth-graders to the highest level in 15 years, and narrowed the achievement gap between white and African-American children. The President's Emergency Plan AIDS relief has helped provide treatment for more than 1.7 million people and compassionate care for at least 2.7 million orphans and vulnerable children. And the decision to pursue the surge in Iraq will be studied as a model of presidential leadership.
For me, George Bush's humanity is what I will remember. I have seen President Bush show more loyalty than he has been given, more generosity than he has received. I have seen his buoyancy under the weight of malice and his forgiveness of faithless friends. Again and again, I have seen the natural tug of his pride swiftly overcome by a deeper decency - a decency that is privately engaging and publicly consequential.
Before the Group of Eight summit in 2005, the White house senior staff overwhelmingly opposed a new initiative to fight malaria in Africa for reasons f cost and ideology - a measure designed to save hundreds of thousands of lives, mainly of children under 5. In the crucial policy meeting, one person supported it: the president of the United States, shutting off debate with a moral certitude that others have criticized. Many of us never saw how this moral framework led him to an immediate identification with the dying African child, the Chinese dissident, the Sudanese former slave, the Burmese women's advocate. It is one reason I will never be cynical about government - or about President Bush.
For some, this image of Bush is so detached from their own conception that it must be rejected. That is, perhaps, understandable. But for me, I will always stay a fervent supporter of USA's ex-president.
My heartiest congratulations to Barack Obama :)
HandWritten on; 2:23 PM
I really really hate you.
Sunday, November 09, 2008
HandWritten on; 10:36 PM
A beautiful day turned ugly.
Saturday, November 08, 2008
HandWritten on; 1:31 PM
LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE IT ! Damn it, she's is so effing hot.
HandWritten on; 12:12 PM
Went for Breath Finals yesterday, yet another outing with Sorority. I miss hiphop.
I hung up the phone tonight Something happened for the first time deep inside It was a rush, what a rush Cause the possibility That you would ever feel the same way about me It's just too much, just too much
Friday, November 07, 2008
HandWritten on; 2:30 PM
You make my life miserable. You make me depressed. I hate you.
HandWritten on; 1:26 PM
Since I manage to get hold of the computer I'd better blog more before it gets confiscated again.
Anyway, the end of PW has arrived ! The very subject that gave us nerve-wrecking experiences, boredom, sickness and heart-in-the-mouth feelings has finally come to an end.
Though PW without a doubt was very much hated, I must acknowledge the many fun times I had with my PW groupmates. Spending time at each other's houses, having meals and going around Singapore were good times :)
I don't expect too good a result for PW (screwed up my qna) so whatever comes, I'll take it.
Photo credits to Zhixiong for his camera :D
I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did And you didn't mean to love me back I hope you did
HandWritten on; 12:53 PM
I LOVE NP. Because the school compound is huge, the food is cheap and good, the library rocks big time, there is bubble tea, and they are there ! -points to above people
More pictures to come : D
It's like catching lightning The chances of finding someone Like you It's one in a million The chances of feeling the way We do
Sunday, November 02, 2008
HandWritten on; 10:52 PM
Wade Robson's Danz War at St James Power Station was good. But, Wade Robson didn't perform ! And I didn't get his autograph. At least we had fun. And the exposure was good. We were standing on the seats trying to catch a glimpse of the performances. They were really really good, the competitors. Haha okay I don't sound quite coherent.
Clubbing after As, anyone ?
Won't you promise me That you'll never forget To keep dancing Wherever we go next